GNEV

HE/HIM
you dont need my personal information.

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i'm not here to do things for you. just because you're incompetent doesnt mean it's my problem. stop fucking telling me to do your job and shit. i'm so fucking sick of this

CUT ME KILL ME HURT ME GO AWAY I HATE YOU SO MUCH WHAT A PIECE OF SHIT I LOVE YOU GOODBYE!!!!!!! I'M SORRY IT'S NEVER ENOUGH I'M NEVER ENOUGH I CANT TAKE THIS IT HURTS HURTS FRIENDS FOREVER SCRATCH SCRATCH SCRATCH SCRATCH SCRATCH SCRATCH !!!SO HAPPY!!! I WANNA DIE I'M GONNA EXPLODE I'M SO STUPID SO STUPID SO STUPID SO STUPID WASN'T THERE SOMETHING TO LIVE FOR SOMEWHERE?
KILL YOURSELF KILL YOURSELF KILL YOURSELF KILL YOURSELF

PROMISE?
you wont leave right? even if it hurts? even if i'm bad? even if you want to?

DO YOU HATE ME?

MIMI! ??-SHE/IT/THEY

I LOVE THE RAIN. I LOVE MY FRIENDS. I LOVE THE WAY BLOOD SMELLS.

IT HURTS IT HURTS IT HURTS IT HURTS IT HURTS IT HURTS IT HURTS IT HURTS IT HURTS IT HURTS IT HURTS IT HURTS IT HURTS IT HURTS IT HURTS

!!HEY!!

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IT DOESNT MATTER. YOU DONT MATTER. IT HURTS. IT ALWAYS HURTS. WHAT A STUPID FUCKING TRAIN OF THOUGHT. DO YOU SERIOUSLY THINK THIS IS SOMETHING WE SHOULD BE DOING? ISNT THERE MORE IMPORTANT THINGS WE NEED TO BE DOING? YOU ARENT DOING ENOUGH. MAKE MORE MONEY. HELP MORE. YOU'RE SO USELESS. JUST GET UP JUST GET UP JUST GET UP. YOU'RE FAKING THIS. EVERYONE HAS IT ROUGH.

DO YOU KNOW WHAT YOUR ORGANS FEEL LIKE? HOW MANY NERVES IN THE BODY DO YOU THINK ARE BEING USED? CAN YOU FEEL YOUR SKIN? IS THERE BUGS UNDER IT? ARE YOU LOOKING AT ME? DO YOU SEE THAT? DO YOU HEAR THAT? IS THIS REAL? DOES IT MATTER? WHERE AM I? I FEEL SICK. IS IT OK? STOP STOP STOP STOP STOP STOP STOP I'M DIZZY. IM SICK. THERE HAS TO BE SOMETHING WRONG WITH ME. WHAT DID I DO TO DESERVE THIS?

ARENT WE FORGETTING SOMETHING?

You feel like home.
I never thought I'd know what that felt like. Never thought I'd want to wake up the next morning with a plan or a future to look forward to. I would always look back at what I had accomplished and decide that I didn't deserve a future. That somehow, even if it wasn't rational, the world was built against someone like me.

I'M SORRY
I THINK THEY HATE US I'M SO SCARED I DONT WANNA BE ALONE ANYMORE WE CANT TAKE THIS IT HURTS SO MUCH I DONT WANT TO FEEL LIKE THIS I DONT WANNA FEEL LIKE THIS PLEASE DONT LEAVE US ALONE AGAIN I DONT WANT TO LOOSE ANYONE ELSE DONT GO AWAY I CANT DO THIS AGAIN IM SO STUPID IM SORRY IM SORRY ILL GET BETTER I PROMISE WE CAN DO BETTER JUST DONT LEAVE ME